PRISONER HEART

DESIRING MY OWN FAMILY

(CHAPTER 21)

* EDWARD POV *

- Edward, "I want to have a child " - to hear those words my heart stopped beating for a few seconds, my breath shortens and my pulse shot, was a sense of fear and joy all mixed uncertainty , my dreams accomplished with my wife , A real family and it was mine I could not believe she wanted him as much as I wished I had my insecurities as was obvious, but would come out ahead of that he was safe.

- My precious not know the joy that you give to that proposition , I am the luckiest of men, Are you sure that you want? Want to have a baby? A baby yours and mine ? - with my voice too excited and crossing my majillas few tears gave little kisses on his forehead, as always hid her in my arms and squeezed her tiny hands around my waist .

- If you love I want a complete family , I have just scared not be a good mother, and do not meet the expectations of not being able to raise a child, because it will be a boy and I have decided a child identical to his father , because the references would beautiful like his father. - She shrugged and gave a little sigh I too would be thrilled that I was a good father , could care for a newborn and a wife that I needed at one hundred percent? My questions were haunting my brain but my inner self was pretty sure I could with everything as long as she was beside me, beside me as at this time.

BELLA POV.

I had dared to tell , the idea that the girls had given me, and as they had said if he went , if I decided that my way and was not the same , I would get something of mine something that nobody could take a little love would be so great that I had for my husband, who according to my friends was like a magazine model , all I had said in his native tongue he knew nothing of the conversation we had in their noses, and of course I was not going to say, What would Jacob Edward if he knew that I had requested a meeting away from home ? What if Edward knew that my father preferred to Jacob in my life? And what would happen if Edward decides to leave one day? These questions tormented me and filled me with fear. Every day he had fought for not being a self-conscious but knowing from the lips of my friends who thought about my sisters that he had accepted as my husband was the same beauty walking next to me filled me all at once fight not feel or be.

- Love make me the happiest man on the planet know that try to be the model husband and father so this 'll have to celebrate for a few drinks and we offer because we will be parents soon. - I felt as his lips kissed my forehead as her steps away was a feeling that I never experienced and ran my body from head to toe , thinking maybe it was pregnant and another who wanted so much that I was afraid that my body not function normally, and a question I fill my mind What if I could not have children? What if my wishes were fulfilled in simple dreams ? What if my body was not able to conceive a baby? I think that in a moment of intentions was on the verge of a nervous breakdown and Edward was soon to return or too what my mind thought I imagined it was much the time , so without notion that the garden was put into practice with my feet touching the pavement to feel the cobblestone know where he was unstable .

_ Do not you dare open your mouth right? - Jacob 's screams from the house I altered , and the worst was when Edward 's screams mix it with curses and threats, if things had been bad , got worse because now , the only thing they had me away was the inner fear of not being able to be a mother , as I reach the kitchen door and into her decision .

_ " I could say now that is what happens between you? - Do not listen to movement in the air , safe he had taken by surprise and I liked it and imagine the thousands of excuses they give for their continued fighting, but after several seconds the silence rather frightened me , something serious had happened between them.

- Well? I am awaiting a response. Which of you two to speak first ? - Calero felt like Edward 's hands wrapped around me and pressed me to his side the ever toward it when I wanted to protect something that was approaching.

- I'll tell you love, and I see that a certain person has no pants obviously well positioned in its class. - a muffled knock on the wood of a door, I shivered , Jacob was angry and because he got even with what we have at hand.

- I knew you were a damn Cullen but I did not think so. So, as I have no courage to tell Bella what happens and you know everything or think you know what happens , go ahead you have my consent to release a damn soup again. - The voice tinged with anger I had with bristly hairs on the nape was the attitude of Jacob for Edward , I had no idea what was happening but my nerves were about to explode.

- Do not get tense love I tell you all , really all started the day I was taken to hospital after what happened to James, I noticed Jacob as acting, I thought it was as if hiding from someone and so was he actually hid Leah , that day she was in the same hospital but for different reasons , Leah was having a routine visit and that she is pregnant. - wobbled my legs could not believe that these days in Forks she had not told me anything that would have a baby.

- But why the mystery? Leah is friends with our Do not Jacob? - But he did not respond and I removed the intestines and liver in some way too.

- Well, I think you're friends with them love, but they are just friends and that will have a child together , the baby she carries in her womb Leah is Jacob's love. - I took two steps back, I believe that I even wobble a bit , maybe even felt jealous of Leah , she had what I had loved most and wanted so much together , had paid one million dollars for me the face of wonder and dismay in one, but my inner struggle to outline a liar rather smile if I had seen in the mirror would have been a grimace.

- Jake Go ! Yes I am surprised , this time you scored a home run , congratulations, you do not know how I envy you and Leah, Edward just a few minutes ago and I planned to have a baby . - Lips of my husband came across my forehead depositing a tender kiss , no nothing just listened altered breathing Jacob and one of his feet rosaba the wooden floor .

- You have no idea of what you say Isabella. You and the runt can not have children , look like you could care for someone when you can not even take care of your own, What do not you ever thought in life that could have a drink with you you're blind? - It was as if I had mulch to a pool of ice, his words cut me to bits like the eighteen love me so much harm to me at once.

- Shut up Jacob if you do not want to shatter with my hands, did not have to tell that to my wife , in any case if she and I decided to have a child is our business not yours. - Edward pushed me what I was supposed to exit the rear left hand as a bigger, stronger, took me for an elbow.

- I wanted a child with you but it was obvious you would say no because I wanted as I loved you , so I walked out the door easy and Leah offered her a deal. She would give me a child and I would marry her just to get out of here , she thinks that if the city is more likely to find love. - was like a horror story all my Jacob said showed he was a child saying I buy it was horrible.

- For God's sake shut up Jacob and a blessed time. I can not understand who you become , you're but a beast, at least these animals struggle and fight for their young , but you and Leah are a vile , your buying a child, and I can not believe she has rotten guts that way , she selling you your baby , that's horrible , I think you never really known and Jacob Black , I am disappointed and I am sorry at the same time, because you could not keep anything true in your life ambition to be a man recognized in business, so I can only say I hope and you have that baby all the love he deserves because he has no fault to have parents like that, Edward please get me out back to our house and we had enough this. - Edward upstairs condijo me not to say anything just stroked my hand every time my eyes filled with tears , I did not mourn for a few miserable as Leah and Jacob but I was angry that two people he had known since you were young unknown in Today felt like the air was removed from one side to the other, my husband managed to leave the suitcases Forks, certainly my father would cry in the sky but I did not care , wanted peace and quiet of our department, wanted to be alone with my husband and love him as he wanted , he wanted to leave once facet of perfect girl and calm.

- Are you more relaxed ? - Edward I wonder when we went to take it to the baggage car.

- If I am, I suppose it was only surprised that anyone in my place you would do the same. - Any no. I was different and I had the disadvantage of others.

- When we get home you'll feel better and I really love . - he just wanted to make me feel better, but each step I took I felt more and more depressed.

- Hey , and where you think they will ? - My father rang to get too upset to argue with him , so I just said what we were doing.

- Pope returned to our lives . So sorry for not having warned before but we need our privacy, and as you can see here that there is less privacy when the house is full of people and guests day and night, so we go. - expect him to put furico or something like that but everything else I gave me a hug and kiss on the forehead we were wishing me well on the way back , really impressed me on every time but never acted like a normal person .

- Thanks dad will call you soon when we get to not worry and Edward also is a special driver . - My father just sighed before my husband placed the seat belt and start the car , the next few minutes he was too quiet and frustrated and not take it anymore .

- Do you love me say you love happens ?

- Actually just thinking one thing, I wish we had a dozen children and could not go anywhere. - I laughed so hard for the things that happened to my husband that I had to stomach ache after an hour we were half way and the car stopped , Edward Low and opened the door on my side.

- Do I spend some love? - then I got tense and he took my hands.

- There is nothing pretty quiet but in this moment I wish you could see what I 'm seeing a beautiful sunset . - I not only wanted him but asked him to heaven every day , a donor would be my salvation, and so I could realize my dream of motherhood.

- Tell me what you see is for you Describe me as what you look at all-inclusive love. Colors textures flavors smell everything. - if I could I would have given anything to see this moment next to the love of my life, but had to be realistic and the only thing my eyes could see was darkness and vague and fuzzy memories kept in my memory.

- I'm not sure how to describe something as perfect love, is more than the human brain could assimilate something like perfection . - I wrapped her hands cradling in her lap as always protective and loving .

- I hear you made love to your imagination . - my hands caressed her perfect breast and the smell of his cologne came in through my nose and invited me to go sniffing her neck and chin.

- Well resemble the case of such beauty with my words , "ha" but do not promise miracles "he" - I laughed at his warning and drop my face in -depth Males waiting to hear what he saw .

- Here . How does one begin to describe a sunset like this? Well the first thing you should know that the horizon is an orange and almost red clouds form a line of extraordinary figures as a very large and thick like a dragon, which looks like a heart. It is so great that nature rarely have the opportunity to admire these little details, the sun is almost red in its entirety and is half the horizon , it seems that enters the ocean leaving way to the moon and the stars, nuances of its rays on the leaves of trees and shrubs are fluorescent green hue and geraniums and sunflowers follow it as if to go to his side the edge of the cliff watching a copper coffee and trunks of trees seem to glow , it's like ice and fire mix it the day's heat and the cold of the night took place. - listening to every word trying to remember some detail lost in my memory of a sunset , but I think I was too young to remember anything that had to do with nature and love, closed my eyes saw nothing frustrated because no one remembered what it was evening , so I put my face in Edward 's neck inhaling so hard that my back was great, I think we stayed too long as my feet were frozen and my hands were cold , but the moment was magic was unique in our world, and now more than ever I was sure I wanted something wanted , begged the sky to give me a donor, if he had the good fortune of having a child wanted to see when he opened his eyes for the first time in this world where his father and I would receive as the most valuable and precious diamond in the world. I think my eyes filled with tears , I knew when my husband's warm fingers cleaned them .

- What's love? - I shrugged it could say.

- Does it bother you? - That question was this .

- It's all or something bothers me , the moment is simply beautiful, and I am a hopeless romantic that's all. - her lips on mine prefect accommodated with a passionate kiss put the finishing touch to our prefect evening. I in me begging to heaven one day to see with my own eyes one way or more beautiful if they could.

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